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i fled for my life, its been truly horrific with Joshua Keith Botting, Josh Botting of Maine is an alcoholic abusive rapist who works at BIW (Bath Iron Works) as an engineer, lives in Woolwich, on 934 old stage road, has pets like dog, cat, bees, chickens....he has calcium deposits on his head, a beard, dark hair, green eyes, likes railroads, bars, farmer's markets, Maine, books about Maine, fishing, camping, hiking Mountains like Katahdin, band tool, hurting women, constant drinking, gardening, hockey, etc...stay away for your safety. to see video of him to see what he looks and sounds like, click link here or at the bottom of this post. Women and children stay away from him, he is unassumingly dangerous! He will act sweet and promise everything, then the abuse comes and it is too late for you. do not go into his house. he belongs in jail forever, the police are now investigating the rape and abuse case, if he bothers you, do not go in his house, call the police and report it, they are watching him. he lies, he breaks every promise, and physically breaks your body until near death, im nearly dead, he destroys everyone, i got out with my life and nothing else, need to sleep forever, but i can not sleep or eat or function, he does not listen or care how he hurts you, he goes for your weak spots the most, insanely painful unending abuse, he kills everything inside you his way, every kind of abuse, he pretends everything is fine in front of people, but becomes a monster the second you are alone with him, it comes and goes on off like a light switch. he keeps you in a room upstairs. the house when i was there is a reno mess. i worked on it and our relationship tirelessly every day when i was not unconscious. its an uninhabitable house because he makes it so. i have a protection order against him, he should be in jail, he is now hiding behind a lawyer. do not let him near you or children. if he hurts you, tell the police, they are watching him now. the mental and verbal manipulation and abuse is also unreal. he is a master manipulator. do not belive his lies. he does not know how dangerous he is and he will not believe you when you say he is hurting you. selfish until the end, he lives only for himself. be careful, he is so tricky, promises love forever and marriage, you move from another state, give him all trust and share your life, sacrifice all, then instead of said plans, he abuses you, unpredictably violent, like an on off switch, stay away from him, keep yourself safe. soon i will pass away from almost three years of his abuse, which doesnt even fade now, it continues forever...just horrific. women and children especially stay away. please do not have children with him, he will hurt you and them, he rapes you and then kills babies, he pretends so well but he cannot commit or finish anything, please do not let him near you or your children. his masks may fool you for a long time, once you see what is underneath your life is over, and it is too late. protect your life and your children. please hear me. if anyone ever hurts you, report it to the police, the system is terrible, beyond terrible, but you still have to keep trying to get these sick people out of society. call all of the help hotlines to get a perspective of what is happening to you. most importantly, Do Not Believe your Abuser. have faith in yourself, trust your instincts. ALL WOMEN ARE INTERCHANGEABLE TO HIM, AND HE HAS NO LIMITS OR RESPECT FOR ANYONE, HE HATES HIMSELF AND THEREFORE CANNOT LOVE ANYONE, PLEASE DO NOT GO INTO HIS HOUSE, HE IS DANGEROUS, YOU WON''T FIND OUT UNTIL IT'S TOO LATE, HE'S GOOD AT HIDING IT. PLEASE CALL THE POLICE IF HE IS AFTER YOU. HE IS ALREADY TRYING TO GET HIS NEXT VICTIM. SOMEONE TOLD ME ALREADY HE IS TRYING TO GET HER INTO HIS HOUSE. she knows now about him so, please you dont be his next victim. i cant protect everyone, i tried, the system is terrible, the police know, and at least now except to write this, hoping you will see it. DON'T BELIEVE HIS LIES, THEY ARE CONVINCING. DON''T LET HIM TOUCH YOU. RAPE, ABUSE, MANIPULATION, DON'T LET HIM DO THIS TO YOU. i can't even walk or breathe. everywhere hurts. domestic violence is wrong. rape is wrong. verbal and mental abuse is wrong. josh botting's thinking and actions are wrong. its terrible...how he pretends, and yet still doesnt even know me, he only wants your body, doesn't let you have a life...he projects what he wants u to be on u, then hurts u for not being his ever changing idea of perfection, its sickening...i accepted him as he was, he throws u away...and cant get close...pushes u away...this is his pattern, and he cant deal with anything, so violent.his words hurt forever, he blames u for everything wrong he is doing to you....keeps you in that room upstairs...keeps you weak and helpless for years.... here is how abusers brainwash you http://www.healthyplace.com/blogs/verbalabuseinrelationships/2012/06/brainwashing-abusive-relationships/ there was a little baby girl, i can't understand why u did those things to me...you killed that baby...i still suffer from the pain...very sick, have to go to hospitals, and will pass away soon just stop josh...stop hurting women. |
one day i hope u learn how to love and allow yourself to be loved...that's all i wanted...
learn to love yourself, i wish u could have seen my love for u...it is beyond words
HERE IS A VIDEO OF HIM SO YOU KNOW WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE/SOUNDS LIKE.
http://www.wlbz2.com/news/article/216546/3/Moose-hunting-season-kicks-off-in-a-big-way
HERE IS A VIDEO OF HIM SO YOU KNOW WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE/SOUNDS LIKE.
http://www.wlbz2.com/news/article/216546/3/Moose-hunting-season-kicks-off-in-a-big-way
